"Hey boy I really want to see if you can go downtown with a girl like me/Cause your just my time/oh nana whats my name"

Hi everyone!
Guess what I'm doing? I've been reconsidering the people who are important in my life and those who aren't. Obviously my family will always be the most important to me, hands down. But I mean when it comes to friends. A friend is a person that should be always there for you right? Whenever you need it? Well some of mine don't qualify for that. It also sucks when your in a one sided friendship. The kind where your the only one making an effort to talk to the person and show concern and they just ignore your needs. You can't call yourself someone's friend without effort. Friendship like everything else takes work. It doesn't just happen. I guess over the last 2 months its been hard to find someone who cares enough to listen to what i've been feeling and thinking. Some friends were there and some weren't. But I hung out with 2 friends over this weekend and last weekend and realized that they were keepers.

As you all know I rejoined Girl Scouts and i've been enjoying it. Today we raked leaves as a fundraiser and I liked it because we raised a pretty decent amount of money. We're also selling cookies, our main fundraiser. We plan on taking a trip this summer and next summer which is pretty exciting. I have big dreams about where to go but I don't want to get in the way or be too pushy because I know I can be that way sometimes. It should be fun no matter where we end up going. Most of the girls on my troop are really really down to earth and we talk about stuff and keep it real. Its awesome. They've also been there to just get someone your own age to talk and relate too.

I'm still having the Prince problem and problems with boys in general. We're having a formal next month and I don't have a date. I really don't think I'm allowed to date anyways it just would have been nice to be asked or ask someone. Going back to Prince and guys past in general it just makes me sad that they didn't like me at all. Or even want to get to know me. And as for asking someone I feel like they'll say no, because i've noticed that boys at my school don't really like black girls. Just all the boys in general tend to only stick with caucasian girls. It might just be a coincidence but some of my native and hispanic friends have noticed it too. My school is defiantly not racist or anything but those are just the girls that rule the school. The "in crowd". There is one boy, thats really nice to me. He's from a part of Europe but he's lived here so long he doesn't have an accent or anything. He's sweet, and doesn't ignore me. He makes me feel like maybe I am someone worth knowing. Who knows? Maybe we'll go together

Took another visit to KU the other day. I'm most likely going to go there because I liked what I saw on the tour. They have a good pharmacy program and even find you a job after graduation. Could I ask for anything better?

Song of the day: What's your name: Rihanna ft. Drake (my love)