A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes

"A dream is a wish you're heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you lose your heartache. Whatever you wish for you keep". That Disney song use to be one that always resinated with me. Lets be real, I didn't watch that classic Cinderella movie. The picture and illustration on that was too grainy and that was back in the VHS days. I grew up on Cinderella with Brandy and Whitney Houston. You know, the one where a black woman and white man have an Asain baby and you don't think twice about it, because you're so little. Anyways, they didn't sing that song in that one. I've had some dreams lately that made me rethink what I want. Some special people have made appearances in my dreams lately. I don't always remember exactly what happened in them, but it's the feeling of everything being right when I wake up that sticks with me. Some of these things just aren't going to happen. They're out of my control. I can't change peoples opinions, views, or certain situations in my life. That's just not how it works. I can be a person I'm proud of though. If I 'm proud of me, it won't matter what anyone else thinks. Right now I'm not the person I want to be. There are some little changes I'm working on (i.e. new years resolution)

Speaking of resolutions you all probably want and update. The update is, I'm working on it. I went to Zumba yesterday and went to the gym more often. I'm not at the every day place I need to be. As far as worrying, winter break is a really laid back time, so I've been blessed with few worries. To be honest, I kind of forgot what my other ones were. That's what the blog is for. I'll read them.

Friendship has been on my mind for the last couple days. I'm blessed to have some friends that I've been close too for at least 5+ years. I haven't really made any college friends that I would consider close. My excuse is that I live off campus, but maybe I've just been using the people I do know as a crutch. Or maybe the reality is that it'll be hard to meet people as awesome as I know. If only they all thought each other were as awesome, as I thought they were. All friend groups have a little drama. I personally think drama is kind of fun. That's my immature 2012 version coming through though. This year I want to keep it drama free. I never blame anyone for feeling a certain way about a person. That's not something they can help. Feelings are feelings and you shouldn't have to put up with people you don't like. But if you've known someone for a long time, I think it's worth putting in the effort to work on the friendship. Just like it's worth it to work on relationships and marriages. We've turned into a society of quitters. The minute someone makes us feel awkward or doesn't act as we think they should, we run away. I personally don't think it's a bad thing to remind people to take several seats when necessary. Everyone gets on their high horse sometimes, but if I were too I would like to think someone would check me and remind me to stay in my lane. Yeah, I said it. Check me out of love and I won't be mad. I'll be glad you care enough to make sure I stay on track.

Celebrity Story of the Day : Speaking of a society of quitters..Say it ain't so, Haylor (Taylor Swift + Harry Styles) is over before it even really began. I'm kind of glad, because the name Haylor wasn't cute. It kind of sounded like inhalor to me, and there's nothing good about that. I can't say I'm surprised. Taylor's track record hasn't been the best, but I don't blame her. There's nothing wrong with being young and in love. She falls hard and loves even harder. Sure, it doesn't last but she's putting herself out there and getting closer to finding the one. I think all the haters need to hear the song God Bless The Broken Road. All the relationships that don't work out and mistakes made in love are just part of the process of being ready to find the person you deserve. That's my truth.

And the weirdest part of this whole thing is that Harry has four nipples. I had no idea.
For real though. Look.


song of the day: God Bless The Broken Road by Carrie Underwood & The Rascal Flatts

quote of the day : “You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”- Dr. Suess