"Next Time I'll Be Braver, I'll Be My Own Savior"

Well today was my first day of school. I don't know what I was expecting but this wasn't it. Its always hard to fall asleep the first day of school, because of that semi -nervous, semi -excited feeling you have. So of course I stayed up later then planned and woke up earlier. I got dressed (I looked pretty cute if I say so myself. I wore a printed cute shirt that hangs off the shoulder a little bit, the most amazing dark jeans, and gladiators.) My hair is curly now, new change i forgot to fill you all in on. I guess I was tired of having straight hair like everyone else. I wanted a change. I've always liked curls so I figured why not make it perminent. The first day I was worried I looked like a diana ross wannabe but the next day I was used to it.

So I walk out of my car and see a bunch of people looking like their auditioning for America's next top model. I mean like face filled with makeup, little dresses, super high heels. It bugged me for half a second then I remembered exactly what I was there for...to learn. I'm not there to impress anyone, or compete with anyone. The class part was boring so i'll spare you the details of boring syllabus's and terrible get to know you games. Normally I don't mind class that much but this year I have no classes with friends. Only math and choir. Choir doesn't even count because there are like 109 people in there. I just feel weird like I don't belong. I know the people in my classes by name and a little bit of info but i'm not really close to any of them which just makes conversations less interesting. I wish people would just fast forward through small talk and just get to the real stuff. It would save time and those conversations are way better anyways. *sigh* (Nicki Minaj Voice)

I feel like this is God giving me what I asked for. I asked for a chance to meet new people and be more social. To get along and be braver and fearless. So that's what I got. I'm going to try my hardest to make something good out of what may seem like a negative situation. You can find something positive in anything if you look hard enough into it. So keep your fingers crossed for me, I hope it will be a decent year.

song of the day: Turning Tables by Adele (If you haven't listened to the 21 album yet you just have to. Every song is amazing. I'm in love with the emotion and feeling in all the songs. You just can't stop listening)

quote of the day: Life isn't about how many breaths you take, it's about the moments that take your breath away