So I know your sitting there wondering whats new in the sad and pathetic life of Mariam Ali. Well, ill tell you. Today I stayed after school for diversity club and the song that the teacher picked for us to sing is Lean on Me by Al Green. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the song and I hate al green. Weird huh? He performed at the grammys one year and I just didnt like it. It wasent too good , and since that day i havent liked that guy. The gramy nominations were made but more about that later. After the club meeting I went and sat in the commons and this group of guys was staring me down and I did the only thing I could do, pulled out my phone and algebra book! Then one of these guys came up to me and said."hey mariam".

He has math with me but he's like never talked to me. And he asked how things were going and I said pretty good and then the conversation just kinda died. And he yelled at his friend who was hiding behind a pole but he looked really dumb because hes a big boy and Im thinking he might have a thing for me and his friend was acting like we knew each other. It was weird. Nothing against the guy but I dont think we're very compatible. Hes friends with sebastian, but from what hes told me about him he steals stuff and hes funny. But I think its the peverted kind of funny. Anyways that kind of boosted my confidence. I still got it! Just with all the wrong guys....Did I tell you Jacob is dating this asain girl? Yeah hes dating this asain girl. Right when things were going ok for us with the eye contact smiling thing we've been doing. But now hes with the asain all the time. And I get disgusted and he sticks his tounge down her throat. I just want to yell go back to china! But then I realize that she could just yell back go back to africa! And then i'd be stumped and it would ruin the illusion or picture jacob could have of me. Or maybe im nothing to him. But then hes not that important to me as we discussed earlier.He dosent seem like the forever kind of guy......but at least hes not...

Ok so i have a friend named Marina and shes a nice girl but shes not the brightest crayon in the box. And she has a crush on this stoner. Like for real hes into drubs. And hes dumb. And he looks off into nothing sometimes and isent even fully there. But ill tell you one thing hes got going, his looks. Not amazing but somewhere in between. And shes ignoring the fact that hes a total loser because hes "cute". And she calls him "her stoner". She dosent EVER use his name? Isent that dumb? How the hell is she going to have a relationship with a guy who she dosent mention by name and dosent care about anything but illegal activity. I dont understand. How could someone love someone like that? Taz 222 gave me the answer. So she thinks that guys look diffrent to diffrent people. Like maybe I'll see lets say chris brown and see the most attractive, sweet, guy in the world and Samira will look at chris brown and think ewww i hate him. Its not that his face or features are diffrent. Its some weird science thing that makes you attracted to a person. I totally believe it! I think its true, because there are some guys ive been attracted too that truley suprise everyone. Its WEIRD!

Song of the day:
Watcha say - someone I cant think of.

Quote of the day (I think its halarious, i just broke out laughing) its from naughts and cross: "No. he just made you pregnant instead dad said bitterly. " Callum didnt rape me, he really didnt! -Sephy. "But your pregnant, he must have "mother said. "I'm pregnent because we made love to each other, And it was te ost magical wonderful night of my life. My only regret is that we cant do it again- . -sephy. Dad slaped me SO hard he kocked me off my feet.

I dont know why but when It gets to the dad part I just crack up