Birthday news

Yesturday at 9:30 p.m. I turned 15 years old. I have been alive for 15 year. 2 and a half decades. It dosent feel that long but I took some time to really think about what that means and what I want to come out of this year. I want to be happy, I want to do better in school, I want to be more in touch with my friends, I want to be closer to my family, and I want to find the right guy. I dont really know who it is but I do know that NONE of the ones I thought were right commented on my wall or told me happy birthday on facebook. Thats one thing that bothers me. How can strangers be kind enough to tell you happy birthday, and people you know and thought you might like not even say anything. Prince didnt tell me happy birthday. hes been dethroned. not forever but he is definatly on probation. some other guys did comment on my wall though. Half of them were complete strangers who just cared. maybe im around all the wrong guys...

On the posative note. I had a great time last night at dinner with my friends. We went to Rudy's pizza and have some cheese, beef, and peporoni pizza. It was delicious. The absolute perfect pizzas. I ordered the worlds most amazing cake. It has my favorite baby picture of me. If you know me at all you've probably seen it. I have braids and barrets in my hair. Im sitting on a ledge looking down and behind me is the sanfransisco bridge, with water, and the bluest sky i've ever seen. I cant remember that moment but I'd like to think I was perfectly happy at that moment in my life. No problems at all. Anyways I put in candles and lit them and my friends + about 30 strangers sang happy birthday to me. I blew out candles and made a wish. the cake was as good as it looked.

I also got some presents. My mom,dad, and brother gave me a bath and body works lotion kit, the brand new alicia keys cd, a michael jackson dangerous short film dvd, and the JLO perfume. My godmother sent me a 25 dollor gift card to itunes. Elaine Frank gave me the cutest wallet and a gold purse. Sarah and Taz all got me borders gift cards. Taz gave me Gossip girl the prequal as well. Olivia M. also got me a book. Take a chance: A gossip girl the carlyles novel. Milly got me an american eagle gift card. Akira got me earrings made by her mama`. Lisa got me braclets, a lotion/chapstic kit, and the cutest headband. And I also got some more things from other people I cant think of but im really thankful for them all. It was a great birthday and I really enjoyed it. Too bad its over.

The fun continues on tommorow though. Im going to Olive's big birthday party and a christmas party at evelyns on monday. It should be a great time. I also hope to go shopping at KC mall with my mom. Samira are you going to come over? we must plan.

p.s. i just remembered another present. my dads friend gave me 20 bucks :)