"I don't know what I want so don't ask me cause i'm still trying to figure it out/Don't know what's down this road, i'm just walking"

Hi Everyone.
Let me start by saying that i'm the most moody person that ever lived. I was really happy today for many reasosn. The first reason is that I auditioned for the musicals Bye Bye Birdie and I made it! I've always liked musicals. The first one I fell in love with was The Sound of Music. I still love those songs. They mean everything to me. So when I heard about this I figured it was worth a try so me and my friend A. tried out. We both got it! It's a cool musical that reminds me a lot of bieber fever. I don't know how many of you are on top of your history, but its based off of Elvis Presly going off to war. He was like the Justin Bieber of our grandparents time and girls screamed and cried and were heartbroken that he was leaving. I enjoy plays with substance so that was good.

The second awesome thing was I got to hang out with my friends today. And when I say friends I mean friends. I got to hang out with people that I genuinly like and mean something to me. The ones I get alonh with, and can tell anything. You're all probably thinking "thats what a friend is supposed to be". I agree, but I gave a lot of people the title of my friend who I didn't feel close too. They're aquantinces. But the people I spent my day with were really friends. And it felt nice to know that I have that. That I am not alone (by alone I mean my family isn't the only thing I have).

So I have a cute little story to tell you. There is this guy in choir who decided to bring roses and chocolates for this girl every single day of the year until she likes him. He did it for five consecutive school days. Cute huh? Of course the girl doesn't like him because thats how life works but its still nice. I also watched an awesome romantic comady called Something Borrowed. I sugest everyone sees it, but for me thats when the saddness came in. It just made me feel alone, and made me wonder if my life will ever turn out to be as great as the scenes in the movie are. But then I watched Awkward. and something stuck. They were talking about how destincy happens by choice, not fate. You make the rules. If I want a life like the movies then I have to work for it and choose it for myself. The power of positive thinking.

Well that's a day in the life.

Song of the day: A place in this world by Taylor Swift

quote of the day: Actions are the seed of fate deeds grow into destiny. - Harry S. Truman