We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

The quote in the title isn't from a song. Its from this website of good quotes I found. It clicked with me, I found it at a great moment. I guess in a way I used to be a perfectionist and still am, but in away where I was spending time wanting things perfect not for me but for other people. I don't know if thats what every perfectionist is like. There is a big, big difference between the process that happens when I get ready for school every morning and what happens when I'm at home. I really need to start doing things for myself and not for the pleasure of other people. Especially not guys. Because as the quote says, people come to love not by finding the perfect person but seeing the imperfect person perfectly. The right person falls in love with the imperfection. I'm not saying I think that means I can walk around looking like a total slob, I enjoy looking clean, put together, and wearing nice things. It makes me happy. But now, I'm not going to try and impress any guy by appearing perfect because I'm not perfect. They would be falling in love with a fake and not me.

This summer has been full of realizations for me and I think that means that I'm finally growing up and seeing the world a little more clearly. Most defiantly understanding myself better.

In the little introduction to the blog I write about how this is my epic diary, in a way it is. Everything goes into this blog. So in away you get to watch me figure myself out, for the better.