I'm not afraid to take a stand/Everybody come take my hand/We'll walk this road together threw the storm/Whatever weather, cold or warm..."

Hello World!
I feel like i'm not blogging as much as I used too. These last few days i've been really pre- occupied with writing the book and writting songs. The songs i've written have been ok. One of them I plan on writting a piano accompnimant for tommorow. I want to have a big variety of pieces before I hit seattle. I asked my parents for a microphone and recording computer programs again. Their exact words were "no". then I said "please?" they replied with "no". So there goes that idea. I don't want to get too into the whole writing music thing though. I don't want to set myself up for dissapointment. I like to make goals for myself that I know I can reach. I'm a big dreamer but when it comes to living my real life I keep myself in check. I don't like to be dissapointed so I make sure not to do things that set me up for that feeling.

I just finished reading the book glass which is the sequal to crank by ellen hopkins. Its a really good book series. That was the first book i've read that helped me understand addiction a little more. My brain just said addiction is something that happens to born losers. Which I Still kind of believe. I coulden't even fall in love with anyone that was addicted to drugs. Lets learn from the mistakes of others, Janet Jackson tried it and thats the one project of hers that never succeeded. But anyways I think people should really understand why some of this stuff is illegal. If all these diffrent kind of drugs were truley just a way for "stress relef" then of course the government would allow it. Spas aren't illegal are they? My point is that that stuff does things to your body that will end up killing you. What I don't understand is how do people fall in the trap in the first place?

We're living in a mean, cruel world people. The things that are on this earth at the moment are scary. Have fear. Not only fear of all the diffrent kind of mexican drugs, and cigars and all this stuff. But fear of the way the earth is poluting. The terrible disasters happening all over the world. What we need to do here is pray and ask god for help. You have to have faith because if you don't then you must believe that this earth is doomed. I know they say one person can make a diffrence but this problem is really too big. Its impossible for one person to reach all the meth users of the world. Its impossible. But what we have to do , we being whoevers reading this is be the ones to be diffrent. To do less of the bad.

Well I kind of started ranting there.... thanks for reading!

song of the day:

quote of the day: Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred.How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?


read the above quote, I know its long but its good.