"Tied Together with a smile but its coming undone"

Today is honestly the worlds weirdest day. I can't stop crying. It's not because i'm sad either I just think about all these things and think about life and my reaction is just to cry. I have no answers, and nothing is for sure and I have no reason not to hope for the best in every aspect of life but I just can't. I need to get it together, I also need to find real people to talk too. Not that I don't love this blog and the people that read it, but....I need someone real. I also need to stop crying, I think I have over active tear syndrome and i hope it doesn't spread through the blog because it sucks my friends. It really does.