Today im gonna talk about people with physical handicaps. I feel really bad for them you know becaue life is SO hard when everything is fine with your body and add something to make it harder. Theres this kid with a wheelchair at my school and I was chatting with taz about him and we were just thinking. I have a house in which you must climb stairs to get into and around and the child cant do it. There are so many things you dont think about that make life so much harder for them.
Little people big world is a show about dwarfs and I mean they talk about how the world was created for "regular" sized people. Imagine not being able to reach your doornob handle of the guy being able to see you in your car at the drive through window. That may be taking it to the extreame but just be extra nice to those people. They need a little more love to keep them going
Latley i've been seeing something special in people. Not all people but people non the less. I've been describing it as magic. I think its because I heard a quote by p. diddy where hes uses that and I absolutley adore it. Im think about people like M.L.K. when he spoke, he spoke with power like he was getting the word across in a way that other people cant. Or Maya Angeleou is a great american poet and she uses words in a way an averge person dosent. Michael Jackson could dance and sing like no other. Michael Jordan can play basketball with so much grace its like your watching ballet.
Do these people have magic in them? Are the better then everyone else? Or do they just let their magic come out. Do you think its a posability that I would be able to write a speech like Maya's and say it with the power and strength Martin Luther king had in his voice. Do you think I could moonwalk like michael jackson or Do a slam dunk like jordan? Is it there hardwork and effort that got them there or is there just something inside of them that was meant for greatness. Just ponder about that for a little while
Song of the day:
I'm in a backstreet boys britney spears in the early 2000s mood. Bye bye bye, or hit me baby one more time, or I want it that way (you are, my fire my one desire). Lets party like were in the 90s.
Quote of the day:
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
About Me
- Forever yours, Mariam
- My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I have another story for you. On monday it was the last monday of the night and me and my friend taz go out for lunch on the last monday of the months. Its gonna be a tradition we have for our whole time at freestate. Since taco bell just opened we choose that. Went into taco bell and it was my first time and I got this thing. I dont know what kind of taco it was but it was good. and there was like 10 people from my school there. And there was this group of guys and guess who it was? the spanish druggies. They pigged out and left the place all trashy and we finished about the same time so me and taz left a few feet behind them. They had a "joint" and they were all smoking from it. Ive never seen that before. And they kept worriedly looking back at us and this group of girls who was also working back to school but no one said anything and the next day the spanish guy got my books and put them away. I think it was his way of saying thanks for keeping your mouth shut and letting me kill myself slowly......i dont really know what to do but its none of my buisness
The tyra show always has fantastic topics. And today the topic was race and the questions everyone wonders and no one gets to ask. I payed close attention to the black people one because technically thats my race. They were asking why we put so many barretts in little girls hair. I never realized no one else did that. But I do know I walked around with a head full of barrets as a little girl and I guess thats my blackness. They also mentioned that it takes all day for black peoples hair to be done (that ones true). Ofcourse they mentioned that we all like ribs and friend chicken but thats because its GOOD. They talked about black guys with their perfect shoes, jewlary and dogs which a lot of the tougher ones are big on.
With latinos they talked abotu how they all fit in one car, the tight clothing, why they always dress their little girls up like their going to a wedding (I see nothing wrong with that, why not look beautiful all the time), they talked about how they eat all of animals and that was all I can remember
Anyways the questions were asked by diffrent races and the representitives of the races were answering them which was nice. They were all the questions that would be politically incorrect to ask.
The tyra show always has fantastic topics. And today the topic was race and the questions everyone wonders and no one gets to ask. I payed close attention to the black people one because technically thats my race. They were asking why we put so many barretts in little girls hair. I never realized no one else did that. But I do know I walked around with a head full of barrets as a little girl and I guess thats my blackness. They also mentioned that it takes all day for black peoples hair to be done (that ones true). Ofcourse they mentioned that we all like ribs and friend chicken but thats because its GOOD. They talked about black guys with their perfect shoes, jewlary and dogs which a lot of the tougher ones are big on.
With latinos they talked abotu how they all fit in one car, the tight clothing, why they always dress their little girls up like their going to a wedding (I see nothing wrong with that, why not look beautiful all the time), they talked about how they eat all of animals and that was all I can remember
Anyways the questions were asked by diffrent races and the representitives of the races were answering them which was nice. They were all the questions that would be politically incorrect to ask.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Story time pt. 2
Hello all!
No I do not suck for not blogging yesturday. I had so many ideas but I couldent blog because my internet was not functioning correctly. So I'll double the blog today.
I'm gonna start with STORY TIME! I know its everyones favorite time now back away from the computer and go sit on the magic carpet....just kidding. I havent lost it yet, its only tuesday I have all week left to go.
So in womans choir Ms. Morton told us a story. We werernt born yet and there was this huge tornado in lawrence. She had friends over at the time and her house didnt have a basment. So her whole family plus her friends where awkwardly standing in the bathroom and she was praying for the storm to end. And when it ended there was a huge double rainbow the most beautiful shes ever seen. And she said she was doing cartweels singing "I can see clearly now the rain is gone". And the whole class started laughing when she sang that line. It reminded me of a memorie of mind......
I was at camp wood which is part of the youth epispical thing I was telling you about. Remember where I met trevin? ring a bell? Anyways there was a tornado and at the time we were at church. We go to church every day twice while at camp. And its a lot of fun because the band is there but theres also horse back riding and lake and you know all the other stuff camps have. Well we were at church and then the pastor stopped in the middle of service (which NEVER happens) and said we're going to have to continue later i've recieved news theres a tornado. Please leave the church in an orderly fashion we've got to go to the safe house thingy(those werent his exact words). So we ran and the safehouse happened to be a room with no airconditioning where we were smushed like sardines for about 45 minutes. It was pretty bad. But afterwards we all ran back to the church there was a rainbow but it wasent SUPER pretty like Ms. mortons and the air felt fresh and then when we got into church we started singing Haleluigah the great storm is over, lift up your wings and Fly. And the singing was so loud and happy. It was a moment in life I was happy to be alive.
Now the storm stories have ended and im gonna talk to you about the author of frankenstien which is what we're reading in advanced english. She met this guy while he was HAPPILY married. after he met her his marrige wasent so hot anymore. He started having a secret affair. In June they got physical and by July the mistress (author of frankenstien) was pregnent. In August the mans wife drowned herself from depresion and two weeks later the man married his mistress. I hate these kinds of storys. Guys have to change. I am all for males are perfection. I love guys. Almost all of them but they create too many of storys likes this. Dont say I do before you love the person. Because you may be happy but think of the pain your old wife feels.
Now Karma comes in the picture. There was some desiese and everyone in the womans family died including her children which is (the worst pain anyone can ever go through, i've heard from tv and books and stuff). Anyways so the husband and wife were devestated and one day the husband went boating and got sucked into like one of those circle thingys in the water and died. She was left all alone with her depression. Now is that Karma or what?
Heres another case of Karma. My mom has a cousin in maryland who shall remind namless. Shes married to this guy name Sebastian. Both people are african One day they were at their church and a pastor came. He was one of those people like benny hinn who get visions and see beyond and all that great stuff. They werent siting together and the pastor called seb up on stage and started praying like there was no tommorow. When he asked whats wrong he said do you live at this adress (keep in mind they had never met the guy) and he said yes. Then he said lady in the red dress come up. And he started praying then he goes back to seb and says wheres your wife and he says its the lady in red up stage with me and he tells them thats hes getting a vision of a coffin in their house and that they should pray. I know this because they go to the same church as all my other relitives how quickly called afterwards to share the gossip
the terrible thing is it happened again in similar fashion. And one of them is really sick.(Seb) Its really scary. he gets sick every year and every year he says its pnemonia but everyone in my house is really worried he has something more serious because hes been getting this "pnemonia" and being forced to stay at the hospital like twice a year. And he looks in bad shape. My parents still think of me as a little kid but I understand. They keep saying they think he has something else hes embarassed to say he has. The thing is aids. But Im serious my parents have never said that word around me. Its like they think if they say it to me ill go out and have sex or something. To some it may be weird but my parents choose not to talk about that kind of stuff with me at all. Good thing? idk
No I do not suck for not blogging yesturday. I had so many ideas but I couldent blog because my internet was not functioning correctly. So I'll double the blog today.
I'm gonna start with STORY TIME! I know its everyones favorite time now back away from the computer and go sit on the magic carpet....just kidding. I havent lost it yet, its only tuesday I have all week left to go.
So in womans choir Ms. Morton told us a story. We werernt born yet and there was this huge tornado in lawrence. She had friends over at the time and her house didnt have a basment. So her whole family plus her friends where awkwardly standing in the bathroom and she was praying for the storm to end. And when it ended there was a huge double rainbow the most beautiful shes ever seen. And she said she was doing cartweels singing "I can see clearly now the rain is gone". And the whole class started laughing when she sang that line. It reminded me of a memorie of mind......
I was at camp wood which is part of the youth epispical thing I was telling you about. Remember where I met trevin? ring a bell? Anyways there was a tornado and at the time we were at church. We go to church every day twice while at camp. And its a lot of fun because the band is there but theres also horse back riding and lake and you know all the other stuff camps have. Well we were at church and then the pastor stopped in the middle of service (which NEVER happens) and said we're going to have to continue later i've recieved news theres a tornado. Please leave the church in an orderly fashion we've got to go to the safe house thingy(those werent his exact words). So we ran and the safehouse happened to be a room with no airconditioning where we were smushed like sardines for about 45 minutes. It was pretty bad. But afterwards we all ran back to the church there was a rainbow but it wasent SUPER pretty like Ms. mortons and the air felt fresh and then when we got into church we started singing Haleluigah the great storm is over, lift up your wings and Fly. And the singing was so loud and happy. It was a moment in life I was happy to be alive.
Now the storm stories have ended and im gonna talk to you about the author of frankenstien which is what we're reading in advanced english. She met this guy while he was HAPPILY married. after he met her his marrige wasent so hot anymore. He started having a secret affair. In June they got physical and by July the mistress (author of frankenstien) was pregnent. In August the mans wife drowned herself from depresion and two weeks later the man married his mistress. I hate these kinds of storys. Guys have to change. I am all for males are perfection. I love guys. Almost all of them but they create too many of storys likes this. Dont say I do before you love the person. Because you may be happy but think of the pain your old wife feels.
Now Karma comes in the picture. There was some desiese and everyone in the womans family died including her children which is (the worst pain anyone can ever go through, i've heard from tv and books and stuff). Anyways so the husband and wife were devestated and one day the husband went boating and got sucked into like one of those circle thingys in the water and died. She was left all alone with her depression. Now is that Karma or what?
Heres another case of Karma. My mom has a cousin in maryland who shall remind namless. Shes married to this guy name Sebastian. Both people are african One day they were at their church and a pastor came. He was one of those people like benny hinn who get visions and see beyond and all that great stuff. They werent siting together and the pastor called seb up on stage and started praying like there was no tommorow. When he asked whats wrong he said do you live at this adress (keep in mind they had never met the guy) and he said yes. Then he said lady in the red dress come up. And he started praying then he goes back to seb and says wheres your wife and he says its the lady in red up stage with me and he tells them thats hes getting a vision of a coffin in their house and that they should pray. I know this because they go to the same church as all my other relitives how quickly called afterwards to share the gossip
the terrible thing is it happened again in similar fashion. And one of them is really sick.(Seb) Its really scary. he gets sick every year and every year he says its pnemonia but everyone in my house is really worried he has something more serious because hes been getting this "pnemonia" and being forced to stay at the hospital like twice a year. And he looks in bad shape. My parents still think of me as a little kid but I understand. They keep saying they think he has something else hes embarassed to say he has. The thing is aids. But Im serious my parents have never said that word around me. Its like they think if they say it to me ill go out and have sex or something. To some it may be weird but my parents choose not to talk about that kind of stuff with me at all. Good thing? idk
Sunday, September 27, 2009
story time and obama and music news and more
I just finished talking to my grandma at the hospital. She had a knee replacement surgery. Imagine getting your whole knee getting taken out. Brave huh? I dont know why but a term in our family when refering to the elders is that their tough cookies. Like nothing can break them in away. She sounds much better. I told her about prince charming.....Not today but a long time ago and she seems to really like talking about the topic. Its pretty funny because she knows all the people I talk about so much she can tell you about their familys, where they live and all this information. yes she knows about the only two people I really told about this blog (Samira, akira).We get that deep into things. Shes great.
Obama finally did something that pushed my buttons. He wants shorter summer vacation and more school. America has 25%-30% shorter school time then former countrys and he wants us to have equal oppurtunitys in the world with the other nations which sounds nice but means more school. The big issue is china right now. They have so many educated people who study a ton and get spots in american colleges and no one can stop it because they provide us with cheap stuff made with cheap labor which we choose to ignore. american and China have a love hate relationship. They both need each other. I love politics. A lot. I love news. Not just celebrity news but like world news. Its something I Got from my family. My favorite politic time is elections though. The Debates, getting to know the dirty secrets of the people competting to be the leader of the free world. Its great but it only happens every four years. I remember 3 elections.
The first one I was in first grade and my daddy took me for kids voting because I was the only one at my house who could do any kind of American voting at the time. He told me that i'm voting for Al gore. He was preaching this to me all week so I dont forget and that was the first itme I Was told that I am democrat. Still am btw. The second election I was in fourth/fifth grade im not so sure. It was between bush and kerry and I started getting how it works. I learned abotu the electoral college and stuff. But the most fun election by far has been the one where obama wins because I payed waay closer attention to the news stuff and everyone in my home could finally vote for the first time. which made it more fun
Some more news stuff is one of the kerdashian girls (chloe) I think got married today to a guy whos on the lakers. Theres this woman I keep seeing on the news who claims she was molested by her father many times as a child. Gross. I feel horrible for her. The father is such a sicko. Theres no excuse for child molesting. And there hasent really been much big news. Some new music is out! Janet Jackson has a new song dedicated to her brother as I'm sure more of her songs will be and its called make me. And Alicia keys has two new hits out. Dosent even matter and Empire state something with Jay Z which I kind of like. Im not usually too big of a fan of JZ because his songs are too hardcore rap for me. I like rap but theres just something about Jz.
So should I keep having a song and quote for every entery?Today I decided to only put it on only one entry I made today.
Touch up on signs? My horescope was completley irrelevent today because I stayed home after fall fun fest. Delivered some cookies and took a nap. I also did homework and didnt really do anything to live for the moment. That needs to change. I just havent figured out how yet.
Obama finally did something that pushed my buttons. He wants shorter summer vacation and more school. America has 25%-30% shorter school time then former countrys and he wants us to have equal oppurtunitys in the world with the other nations which sounds nice but means more school. The big issue is china right now. They have so many educated people who study a ton and get spots in american colleges and no one can stop it because they provide us with cheap stuff made with cheap labor which we choose to ignore. american and China have a love hate relationship. They both need each other. I love politics. A lot. I love news. Not just celebrity news but like world news. Its something I Got from my family. My favorite politic time is elections though. The Debates, getting to know the dirty secrets of the people competting to be the leader of the free world. Its great but it only happens every four years. I remember 3 elections.
The first one I was in first grade and my daddy took me for kids voting because I was the only one at my house who could do any kind of American voting at the time. He told me that i'm voting for Al gore. He was preaching this to me all week so I dont forget and that was the first itme I Was told that I am democrat. Still am btw. The second election I was in fourth/fifth grade im not so sure. It was between bush and kerry and I started getting how it works. I learned abotu the electoral college and stuff. But the most fun election by far has been the one where obama wins because I payed waay closer attention to the news stuff and everyone in my home could finally vote for the first time. which made it more fun
Some more news stuff is one of the kerdashian girls (chloe) I think got married today to a guy whos on the lakers. Theres this woman I keep seeing on the news who claims she was molested by her father many times as a child. Gross. I feel horrible for her. The father is such a sicko. Theres no excuse for child molesting. And there hasent really been much big news. Some new music is out! Janet Jackson has a new song dedicated to her brother as I'm sure more of her songs will be and its called make me. And Alicia keys has two new hits out. Dosent even matter and Empire state something with Jay Z which I kind of like. Im not usually too big of a fan of JZ because his songs are too hardcore rap for me. I like rap but theres just something about Jz.
So should I keep having a song and quote for every entery?Today I decided to only put it on only one entry I made today.
Touch up on signs? My horescope was completley irrelevent today because I stayed home after fall fun fest. Delivered some cookies and took a nap. I also did homework and didnt really do anything to live for the moment. That needs to change. I just havent figured out how yet.
Is there such thing as a sign?
Do you believe in signs? It dosent really matter where you think they come from but just signs. Like your really worried about your test then you pull on a sweater take a look at the tag in the back and the brand is sucsess or something. Would you take it as a sign or a coinidence. It kind of depends on the day for me. If it is an upbeat day and I feel good then ofcourse it will be a sign but if im kind grouchy and stuff its always just a weird coincidence.
What about horescopes? Its pretty well known that a majority of the time their made up by whatever companys writing them but dosent it come true sometimes? Some peoples theory is that the people who read their horescopes are just looking for some similaritys between their day and what they read. Its kind of like when your looking for something bad in a person you always find it. When you are looking for something in your day you will also find it. Im not sure what to think but I get some bad signs about things. Or reality checks persay. Like I was thinking about weather to go practice my piano or facebook. So I log on to facebook and clique on somes page and it says that they are no longer friends with me. But it wasent me like I was worried about. I didnt get why they would delete me, I guess they just deleted everyone. Anyways Im gonna post my sagatarious horescope for today and see if its true.
Quickie
At times, being blunt can also be charming! Dust off your direct manner and use it.
Overview
There is no need to avoid confrontation today -- in fact, you really need to make sure that you're as direct as can be! It's a really good day for you to speak plainly to all the right people.
Daily Flirt:
Keep your awesome emotional state of mind to yourself. Try not to make a big deal out of your good mood -- there's no need to ruin it if everyone else is feeling down. It's a good time to have fun with your sweetie, or acquire a new one! (hmm?)
Daily Singles:
When a song or an image transports you back in time, don't fight it. Enjoy the flood of nostalgia. It's reminiscent of happy childhood innocence. Recapture the essence of youth and apply it to your currently crazy, even sinful, adult life. (sinful? Not.)
What about horescopes? Its pretty well known that a majority of the time their made up by whatever companys writing them but dosent it come true sometimes? Some peoples theory is that the people who read their horescopes are just looking for some similaritys between their day and what they read. Its kind of like when your looking for something bad in a person you always find it. When you are looking for something in your day you will also find it. Im not sure what to think but I get some bad signs about things. Or reality checks persay. Like I was thinking about weather to go practice my piano or facebook. So I log on to facebook and clique on somes page and it says that they are no longer friends with me. But it wasent me like I was worried about. I didnt get why they would delete me, I guess they just deleted everyone. Anyways Im gonna post my sagatarious horescope for today and see if its true.
Quickie
At times, being blunt can also be charming! Dust off your direct manner and use it.
Overview
There is no need to avoid confrontation today -- in fact, you really need to make sure that you're as direct as can be! It's a really good day for you to speak plainly to all the right people.
Daily Flirt:
Keep your awesome emotional state of mind to yourself. Try not to make a big deal out of your good mood -- there's no need to ruin it if everyone else is feeling down. It's a good time to have fun with your sweetie, or acquire a new one! (hmm?)
Daily Singles:
When a song or an image transports you back in time, don't fight it. Enjoy the flood of nostalgia. It's reminiscent of happy childhood innocence. Recapture the essence of youth and apply it to your currently crazy, even sinful, adult life. (sinful? Not.)
I'm having a lot of trouble following my own advice. I mean I guess you could say there are soemthing I just know I should do in order to make a better world for myself but I dont do them. Maybe its because im not quite sure whats right or wrong. A big part of it is fear. I've gotten over fear of myself. At school I feel a lot more comfortable just being me even if thats really quiet at times or saying something dumb. So that was a nice step for me. I realize that your supposed to try to do everything you want to do it life Now. Because who knows if your gonna get another chance. Theres no time like the present right?
But does that seriously mean I should pick up the phone and call prince charming? That I should use my dads credit card and buy that book im dieing to read? That I Should forget my homework and just watch titanic because its something I love? Thats acting on your feelings right. Even though something is a little wrong there, like taking my dads card. I know its the wrong thing to do but its what I want and Im supposed to be living to the fullest, correcto? I could call prince but i've never once called him before and just saying I like you dosent really do anything for me right? But thats what I want to do. Watching titanic would be fantastic I even have the movie but ditching my homework hurts me in the long run.
So when do we truley do what we want to do. Will the day come when a person is truley free to do as they please without worrying about all these rules and expectations. Some people will tell you retirment? But think about it. By then if your young your in you 60s and you might not be physically able to do any of the stuff anymore. Like those who want to go bunjee jumping cant because their bones are week. And memory loss starts affecting people as they get older so you may have forgotten theres even a prince you need to tell something. Some people say while your in college. Welll I happen to know for a lot of people during college theres a money problem. College is expensive and not many people can afford it. So your supposed to be saving your money to be self dependent. When your an adult most people settle down. It dosent mean your dreams arent there but how are you gonna do it when your possibly married and have children. Or what if your not married because you never called that guy/girl when you were in 8th grade or whatever.
Everything you do affects you now but why is everything you want to do wrong in some way at whatever age group you are in. What is it deep inside your brain holding you back? Is it your intelligence? You fear? Or is it the part of your brain that makes up excuses to keep you from possible getting dissapointed or hurt?
But does that seriously mean I should pick up the phone and call prince charming? That I should use my dads credit card and buy that book im dieing to read? That I Should forget my homework and just watch titanic because its something I love? Thats acting on your feelings right. Even though something is a little wrong there, like taking my dads card. I know its the wrong thing to do but its what I want and Im supposed to be living to the fullest, correcto? I could call prince but i've never once called him before and just saying I like you dosent really do anything for me right? But thats what I want to do. Watching titanic would be fantastic I even have the movie but ditching my homework hurts me in the long run.
So when do we truley do what we want to do. Will the day come when a person is truley free to do as they please without worrying about all these rules and expectations. Some people will tell you retirment? But think about it. By then if your young your in you 60s and you might not be physically able to do any of the stuff anymore. Like those who want to go bunjee jumping cant because their bones are week. And memory loss starts affecting people as they get older so you may have forgotten theres even a prince you need to tell something. Some people say while your in college. Welll I happen to know for a lot of people during college theres a money problem. College is expensive and not many people can afford it. So your supposed to be saving your money to be self dependent. When your an adult most people settle down. It dosent mean your dreams arent there but how are you gonna do it when your possibly married and have children. Or what if your not married because you never called that guy/girl when you were in 8th grade or whatever.
Everything you do affects you now but why is everything you want to do wrong in some way at whatever age group you are in. What is it deep inside your brain holding you back? Is it your intelligence? You fear? Or is it the part of your brain that makes up excuses to keep you from possible getting dissapointed or hurt?
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