Top 15 Songs of 2017

Hello loves,

It's been awhile since I wrote on here. My last few posts were coming from a place of anger and insecurity. I'm glad to be coming from a better place. Although it still feels like my entire life is crumbling apart, I'm more optimistic than ever. My faith in God lets me know that everything is going to be okay. He has a plan for my life so big and grand that even I can't mess it up.

1. Despacito by Daddy Yanke ft. Justin Bieber
2. It Ain't Me by Kygo & Selena Gomez
3. Say You Won't Let Go by Jame Arthur : It was the 2nd or 3rd day of my relationship with Antwane. I was at work filing and discovering new music. I texted him this song and told him to listen to it. He said he liked music like that and was willing to watch romantic comedies. Lets just say the first time we watched the notebook he fell asleep. When we went to 50 Shades for Valentine's Day, he fell asleep again. It wasn't really his thing.
4. Perfect by Ed Sheeran
5. Wild Thoughts by DJ Khalid ft. Rihanna
6. Push It On Me by Chocolate Droppa ft. Trey Songz
7. Do I Make You Wanna by Billy Currington : This was my song on the drives back and forth from Johnson County Community College. It was 2 hours Monday - Thursday. I would play this song and sing along to the radio at the top of my lungs. I also played this song when making drives to  visit A in Leavenworth.
8. Madiba Riddim by Drake : I loved, loved, loved the South African Beats. It was everything.
9. Sleep Without You by Brett Young
10. In Case You Didn't Know by Brett Young : These words described the love I felt throughout 2017. I had found my other half.
11. iSpy by Kyle ft. Lil Yachty : "I ain't been getting high. Well maybe a little baby, I don't want to lie. I know when you text me that I don't always reply. You know you're not angel baby, you can't even fly...fly". Can't count how many times me and bae sang this song through the year.
12. The Cure by Lady Gaga
13. I Could Use a Love Song by Maren Morris
14. Ride by SoMo
15. Still Got Time by Zayn


Praise and Worship Songs that encouraged me this year:
1. I'm Getting Ready by Tasha Cobb
2. Break Every Chain by Tasha Cobb
3. O'Lord by Lauren Dagel
4. Old Church Choir by Zack Williams
5. In Control by Hillsong
6. What a Beautiful Name it is by Hillsong

The Song I Re-discovered This Year :
Feels like Home by Chantal Kreviazuk : This song made me sad every time I heard it for years. That was because it was in the last beach seen of My Sister's Keeper when the mother finally accepts that her child will die and does her best to enjoy their last moments together. I was at El Potro with A and this song was someone's ring tone. I couldn't contain my excitement, so he took the phone and asked Siri what song it is. It ended up being Feels Like Home.

Top African Songs

1. Marry You by Diamond Platiumz ft. Neyo
2. Bank Alert by P Square

Honorable Mention
1. Cool On You by Ampichino & Berner : A and I listened to this song all the time in the beginning of our relationship. The beat is so catchy even though the words are questionable. I suggested BS listen to this song. She ended up trying to listen to it at work and quickly had to turn down the volume.
2. In My Feelings by Kevin Gates : This song is currently A's Special ringtone for me.