"Sometimes it lasts the love, but sometimes it hurts instead"

Kimberly Kardashian and Kris Humphries. Did it pop in your head? This is what popped into mind :


Yup, the beautiful wedding. I can't believe I didn't blog about it, but I was completely obsessed. I got the special Kim's Fairytale Wedding magazine. I was genuinely happy for her, because I watch the show. She always said she dreamt of being married and having babies by thirty. Then by some miracle this perfect guy shows up. He's rich, tall, and handsome. They seemed like a match made in heaven. There were moment where I wasn't so sure. Like when Kim put her career before him and chose not to change her last name to Humphries or move to Minnesota. OR when it was the day before the wedding and Kris wasn't speaking to his bride. Neither was a good situation. But then when Kris sent Kim a beautiful bracelet with their initials on it right before she walked down the isle, and the smiles on their faces made you believe it was really was a fairtytale. Almost bigger and better then the royal wedding.

Then 72 days later on halloween, she filed for a divorce. I was in shock. I couldn't believe that the wedding we just saw on t.v. a month ago was over. My mom rubbed it in my face like there was no tomorrow. When we were watching the episode she suspected that they were just acting. Me being the hopeless romantic that I am believed that it was true love and Kim finally got the happy ending she was looking for. In an instand the fairytale was over. Rumors were swirling that she didn't even tell him she was going to file. She announced her divorce the day her mother's new book came out. Kris was demanding the ring back (it was over 2 million dollars, 1/3 of his yearly pay check). Things got ugly so fast.

Kim and Kourtney Take New York started it's brand new season on sunday and we got a little insight to what was going on in the Humphries household. Kris was being super messy in order to bug his clean freak of a wife. Kim liked being Kris's arm candy but wasn't really living up to the typical wife duties. She did naked yoga and had a but naked black man in their living room. Kris was hurt and I can see why. But after the first episode, I was on Kris's side. He was sweet and he kept saying " I love you" or "sorry I was such a jerk". We'll keep watching and see what happens. I'll do my best to keep you posted.

Oh and on a side note, Kourtney Kardashian is expecting her second child with Scott Disick! Yay! They make such cute babies. I'm glad something is going right for a kardashian woman.


song of the day: Take Care by Drake ft. Rihanna

quote of the day: Kim's message to her fans announcing her divorce : http://kimkardashian.celebuzz.com/2011/11/01/a-message-to-my-fans/

"No one knows that you cry & you don't tell anyone/That you might not be the golden one/Your tied together with a smile but your coming undone"

Hello Everyone!
Its friday! Yay! The snow is still on the round and the view from my window is kind of a little beautiful. Its warm in here and i'm more thankful then ever for havin a roof over my head. So i've been hearing about quite a few interesting news stories. I'll start with the miraculous one, because theres nothing like a miracle to cheer a person on. So there was a girl, 23 years old who was kidnapped at only a few days old and found her parents! Exciting right? When she was an infant in the hospital, this women dressed up as a nurse and stole the baby. How suckish would that be? Someone just steals your new born baby and raises her as her own when shes a real quack. Apperently this happens all the time, peoples babies get stolen or mixed up. I think if I was a mother who just gave birth I woulden't want them to take my baby away, i'd rather I be able to stay in the same room. The girl figured out she was a stolen baby when her fake "mother" wasen't able to produce a birth certificate for her, and thats really fishy. All of you should have a birth certificate, if you don't then something fishy's going on. But when she realized that she may be stolen or something she went to the police, matched her DNA and age and they set her up with her real parents.

So she has a happy but akward ending. Can you imagine having to meet your own parents. You'd be super worried about what to talk about, and they may feel more connected to you then you feel to them. Its really rough and hard to imagine. But i'm glad the psyco women didn't kill her though. Shes still on the loose so protect your babies readers. On the subject of babies, did you hear about the school where 90 of the students are pregnant or gave birth earlier this year (as is 2011). Its a high school, in Memphis, TN. Can you believe that? Kim Kardashian, someone I semi- look up too spoke about this earlier and I was really with her on this one. She spoke about how having a baby changes your life and most people just aren't ready to do that anywhere from 15-18 years of age. People watch these shows like Teen Mom, and Secret Life of the American Teenager and get all these crazy ideas about what it will be like for them. Its fun to watch, but not so fun to live from waht I can think of. These are 90 students, meaning they probably don't have any jobs or places of their own. Where are they gonna put these babies? You know its really easy to get pregnant, but to raise your baby and teach them all the things they need to no isen't easy.

Another thing I don't get is at this point don't we all know about condoms and birth control? I feel like if your old enough to have sex you should be old enough to protect yourself from whats out there. I understand that some people can't use birth control because of religious affiliations, but other then that its a good way to keep yourself from being in an impossible to handle situations. Babies are hard work, 18 years of it. And you may have a lot of love in your heart but not have what it takes to bring up a child in a happy, healthy enviorment. I personally don't believe in abortion & I bet some of those girls don't either. But maybe they could consider adoption and some other resources if their not fit to be mothers. I also wonder who fathered these children. If this is a posative situation there are 90 different fathers but part if me thinks it could be a one man/two baby situation. Theres so much that goes into this story but just pray for these teens. Keep them in your posative thoughts and hopefully they'll be able to raise future presidents and actors. I want nothing but the best for all of them, but I wrote some of this harsh stuff so that those of you who are thinking about getting yourself in a situation would remember that its not as easy as it looks on t.v.

song of the day: Tied together with a smile by Taylor Swift

quote of the day: "Girls," she pleaded, "please, think very carefully before you make these kinds of decisions. Talk to your family, friends, teachers, and most of all, be careful."

- Kim Kardashian

"I want to love you/P.Y.T: Pretty young thing/You need some looovin/T.L.C.: Tender love & care/And i'll take you there..." P.Y.T. - MJ

Hey!
Ok so I wanted to start today by saying that I love all of you for spending your time reading this blog. I love you all for finding my average life and increadibly weird thoughts interesting. Before I forget I also wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON! I love him too, his music I mean. I was rockin out to it all day in honor of my mans big day. He would have been 52 I hope hes resting in peace up there with my grandparents and others that I have lost in my life.

Ok so I'm in a really good mood. For once it has nothing to do with a prince or some other boy (although just thinkking about prince makes me happy, and i've been thinking about him more and more latley but anyways...), i'm just happy because I'm happy. Life is just feeling good. Carpe Diam has become whats always in my mind. Its finally sinking in that time is moving fast and in two years i'm going to be a full grown adult paying bills, and inching closer and closer to the boring part. So I'm having fun with good friends who keep me laughing, a lot. Laugh people, its healthy for you. Honestly its good for your heart, laughing and tea. Laughing + Tea + cute boys like the characters in my book + faith in God (because he is great and opens so many doors that would be unreachable without him)+ some kind of passion (Acting, music, celebrities, watever floats your boat = HAPINESS!!!! Happy, Happy, Happy

Tonight are the emmy's and i'm actually writing this in between comericials. Steve Carell was actually REALLY snubbed because this is like the milliionth year hes been nominated but didn't win and hes quitting the office so everyone thought he'd get it. Nope, this weird guy whos always on commericials won. Best Dressed of the Night: one of my favorite celebs KIMBERLY "KIM" KARDASHIAN! She looked stunning in this white dress with an amazing swoopy necline like this dress my mama has from nordstroms (don't worry my mama's styling when it comes to evening gowns the dress was very young). She was just picture perfect in white. Yay Kim Kardashian!! Gleeks, you'd be happy because our men looked awesome! Especially the pukermen, ak.a. puk. Lea Michelle was probably second best dressed of the night, she also looked stunning. As did Quin, everyone who wore Oscar de la renta REALLY wore Oscar de la renta. I want a gown by him myself. Anyways, i need to get back to those but not without leaving you a pic of those stylish girlies.

Lea Michelle came pretty close to best dressed she looked lovley but you could tell she starved herself for the dress. She looks a lot skinnier...hmm...



Kim Kardashian #1 dressed of the night. Simply Stunning in Oscar de la Renta


Eva Longoria always rocks the red carpet. Its her Latina blood, love the black and gold



song of the day: P.Y.T. - Michael Jackson

quote of the day: "I just want a nice Arminian boy" - Kim Kardashian

"#messagetomj thank u 4 giving me and so many others inspiration and dreams. Ur the greatest that ever did it and ever will do it. Ur my hero" -Justin Bieber

Baby I like it, the way you move on the floor/Oh yes I like it screaming like never before/ I, I like it/party karamu fiesta forever" - I like it

Hello Readers! So I ended the last blog on a cliff hanger talking about sucsess. Kobe Bryant is a great example of sports sucsess. He went from a high school basketball team straight to the NBA. Thats a pretty big deal and you have to have a lot of talent. Barack Obama had political sucsess. He graduated from Harvard law school, voluntered as a community person, got a job as a chicago senetor, and went straight to President of the United States. Drake has musical sucsess. His name was sort of known from his apperances on Degrassi. Then he gets a number one hit out of no where. Before he even has an album. Everyone in america has heard best I ever had and if that didn't steal your heart check out find your love. It will. Kim Kardashian has had sucsess but before that shes had luck. She was Paris Hiltons best friend for a while and through that her name became known. She brought her whole family to the top of the buisness and look at them now. How did all these people do it? What is the key to sucsess?

Thats a question on most everyones mind. A lot of people dream about someday being on top of the world like some the people I meantioned above. They dream of somehow reaching an unimaginable level of sucsess. I myself don't know what the exact key to sucsess is. But I have a clue. If you ask most people they'll say knowledge. To reach a level of sucsess you need a great education. Obama is living proof that a great education will get you there. After all, knowledge is power. Anyone who dosen't believe that is a little bit on the stupid side. How am I so sure about that? Well look north korea. Their living breathing people just like us under dictatorship. And how does their dictator keep them down? By deneying them knowledge. I don't just mean a desk and a school book but he deneys them worldly knowledge by taking away t.v., and the internet. Hes kept his people down for years. His tactic worked. I mean come on, name one famous sucsessful person from North Korea? Africa is also a good example, because they have been the poorest nation in the world for years and will be for years to come unless they get the knowledge. Good schools that will produce good educated leaders.

But if education is the key to sucsess how come khloe and kim kardashian don't have a college degree? This brings up the others keys to sucsess. The most famous one is being born into it, like jayden smith. He was born into a family thats able to give him the gift of sucsess at his birth. The third thing important to the train of sucsess, is talent. Of any kind. Sure Kim and Jayden were born into a lot of money, but if they didn't have the talent they woulden't be able to stay on top. Kim has a talent of fashion and creativity. Those two things have gotten her pretty far. She also has amazing confidence that makes a her a prime choice as a model. Jayden has the acting talent, some would say he was born w/it. The last thing that could lead to sucsess is luck. In reality there are 6 billion people in the world each with their own special gift or talent. Some are lucky enough to be able to share their talent with their world leading them to sucsess. Others or not. All you can do is work hard to sculp whatever your talent is and hope that maybe one day your name will be in bold letts on my blog :)

song of the day: I like it - Enrique Iglasias

quote of the day: The future has a way of arriving unannounced - George Will

"You Know you love me/You know you care/Just shout whenver & ill be there/You want my love/you want my heart/&we'll never ever be apart" - Baby J.B.

Hi Readers
Hows life? Mine is actually pretty good. I'm in a good mood. You know why? One because i'm on the mission. Whats the mission? To make the last week of july/begining of augast be the best of my life by going to both the justin bieber concert and lady gaga concert. Ok, so what i'm about to tell you is super embarassing. None of you can tell anyone or else I would die. I only trust you with this precious information because you have to be pretty darn cool to be reading the blog and with coolnss comes compassion and with compassion comes understanding. Your probably saying get to the point already. The point is I caught bieber fever. I know its pathetic. But understand I was never one of those disney child star loving people. I never liked the jonas brothers of other disney freaks but this justin guy hes diffrent. He totally has swagger, hes only a year older then me, killer smile, and an awesome voice. How could I not fall head over heels. Not to meantion hes touring with the one and only sean kingston so fate is saying MARIAM MUST GO! And ignoring fate is criminal so cross your fingers for me to go and zip your lips about the emabarassing fever.

I have a random fact of information. I am one of those girls who has been planing her wedding from birth. It's gonna be the best day of my life and I already know it. I can invision the whole thing in my mind and its pretty amazing. But anyways part of this fantasy has been to wear a Vera Wang wedding dress. Guess who Vera Wang hung out with this week? Kim Kardashian.Theres a picture of the two together on the people's magazine website. And guess what? Vera Wang is...not what I accepted. For starters shes asain. Never knew that. And the second thing is shes kind of old. Like she was wearing no makeup and a not Vera Wang-y outfit. I was like wow, thats so unaccepted. Vera Wang is...normal. Wow! It dosen't change the fact that I want to wear a Vera Wang it just caught me by suprise.

Well readers this ones short today because I must got watch American Idol. Oooh and I got my hair done today. It looks pretty good :)

song of the day: Find your love - Drake (I cannot stop listening to this freaking song its so good). Anyone who knows about good music know that this is the stuff. For the record I know it was the song of the day yesturday too but.......its sooo good

quote of the day: Be the change you wish to see in the world - ghandi