"We love you Conrad, Oh yes we do, We love you Conrad and we'll be true.."

Dear blog,
I would tell you I missed you but I have WAY too much to fill you in on. I'll start with the biggest and best things that happened to me in the last couple months.

Bye Bye Birdie, the musical I was in turned out great!! It was really fun acting, and getting costumes from the 50's. We got to do our make-up really pretty and feel like stars. It doesn't get better then that. I had a small roll, but it was better then nothing. The last week was super stressful and we had to rehearse every night for like 4 hours. My mom and my brother came to see the show and loved it. I was really glad they did. They were dreading going and making a big fuss about ti so i'm glad they enjoyed it. My friends also came to see it, but they disapointed me.

Me and A. (I bet your mind jumped to pretty little liars) walked out of the room all excited because finally some friends came to see us. Other people's friends came to support them all three nights but we knew ours weren't that type anyways. So we go out there anxiously awaiting people to run up to us and praise us for our performance. Is it wrong to want to feel some love and appreciation like everyone else was getting? Our friends never came. We stood there completely alone while everyone was being greeted and getting flowers. Then we spotted them running off to go do something of their own. A project or something. We didn't run to them, because we or at least I wanted them to run to us. They didn't and it was beyond disapointing. They claimed to look for us but we saw them the whole time, and they weren't looking for us.

After the play we went to this cast party. I'm not much of a party person, and it took this party to realize it. We went off with two of my closest friends and drove to the grocery store together to pick up a snack to bring. We got these "winterlicious" chocolate cupcakes that looked delish. We went to the cash register and met this lady who knew everything about the Kardashians. As you all know, i'm obsessed with their show and can't believe what happened with Kim & Kris (that deserves its own post). Anyways we chatted and when I was ready to walk out the door I realized I didn't have a key. I totally freaked out and we searched the whole store for it. Guess where it was? In the car. We got in a drove to the party.

The entire thing was uneventful. There was music, and snacks. No one was dancing or anything, but people were chatting and girls were doing anything to get attention as usual. Me and my friend were trapped on this couch then decided to finally move, so we could mingle. My friend got through but I got stuck behind this girl making a big scene with her legs spread open like she was about to do something with the guy in front of her. I said excuse me", but she didn't move and I was kind of stuck there. Then my hero came. He goes " God (insert girls name here)! Get out of her way." Then he turned to me and said, "I'm sorry". Then he smiled. And I smiled. And I fell for him. It's just a crush, but I thought i'd shared with you. Okay, thats all. More blogs coming soon I promise. xxx

song of the day: Christmas Love by Justin Bieber (I am totally obsessed with the Under the Mistletoe album)

quote of the day: When I pray, coincidences happen, and when I don't, they don't.