"Sometimes it lasts the love, but sometimes it hurts instead"

Kimberly Kardashian and Kris Humphries. Did it pop in your head? This is what popped into mind :


Yup, the beautiful wedding. I can't believe I didn't blog about it, but I was completely obsessed. I got the special Kim's Fairytale Wedding magazine. I was genuinely happy for her, because I watch the show. She always said she dreamt of being married and having babies by thirty. Then by some miracle this perfect guy shows up. He's rich, tall, and handsome. They seemed like a match made in heaven. There were moment where I wasn't so sure. Like when Kim put her career before him and chose not to change her last name to Humphries or move to Minnesota. OR when it was the day before the wedding and Kris wasn't speaking to his bride. Neither was a good situation. But then when Kris sent Kim a beautiful bracelet with their initials on it right before she walked down the isle, and the smiles on their faces made you believe it was really was a fairtytale. Almost bigger and better then the royal wedding.

Then 72 days later on halloween, she filed for a divorce. I was in shock. I couldn't believe that the wedding we just saw on t.v. a month ago was over. My mom rubbed it in my face like there was no tomorrow. When we were watching the episode she suspected that they were just acting. Me being the hopeless romantic that I am believed that it was true love and Kim finally got the happy ending she was looking for. In an instand the fairytale was over. Rumors were swirling that she didn't even tell him she was going to file. She announced her divorce the day her mother's new book came out. Kris was demanding the ring back (it was over 2 million dollars, 1/3 of his yearly pay check). Things got ugly so fast.

Kim and Kourtney Take New York started it's brand new season on sunday and we got a little insight to what was going on in the Humphries household. Kris was being super messy in order to bug his clean freak of a wife. Kim liked being Kris's arm candy but wasn't really living up to the typical wife duties. She did naked yoga and had a but naked black man in their living room. Kris was hurt and I can see why. But after the first episode, I was on Kris's side. He was sweet and he kept saying " I love you" or "sorry I was such a jerk". We'll keep watching and see what happens. I'll do my best to keep you posted.

Oh and on a side note, Kourtney Kardashian is expecting her second child with Scott Disick! Yay! They make such cute babies. I'm glad something is going right for a kardashian woman.


song of the day: Take Care by Drake ft. Rihanna

quote of the day: Kim's message to her fans announcing her divorce : http://kimkardashian.celebuzz.com/2011/11/01/a-message-to-my-fans/

"You can break everything I am/like i'm made of glass..made of paper/Go on and try to tear me down/I will be rising from the ground like a Skyscraper"

On November 22nd, 2011 I went to the Unbroken Tour. There is nothing I like more then a good concert. Right after school my friend S and her sister came over to my house and we prepared for the big event. We made these really cool glow in the dark posters and hit the road. When we arrived at The Midland, my mom dropped us off at the side door. Behind a big, fancy tour bus. We automatically knew it was Demi's. The three of us were super excited and one of my friends knocked on the door. No one came. So we started walking on the sidewalk to see if we could find any other buses. On the way there, A guy walked past us and said, "Nice posters". He was really cute and really stylish, but we were in a strange city and didn't want to risk talking to strangers. He had his cell phone and was talking and next thing you know he walked into the backstage entrance of the Midland! He was with Demi! We couldn't believe it.

Since he made it look so easy we decided to open the door and go in. Imagine our surprise when there was an old security guard sitting on a chair just starring at us. We smiled and tried to sweet talk our way down but it didn't work. We met people outside who had met Demi with these special meet and greet passes, and two brothers and their sister who were trying to meet Demi. It was getting late so we entered the Midland and found our seats. We still hadn't given up. We saw that guy again, this time with a VIP pass come out of these curtains. Following the earlier trend, we went behind the curtain. There were signs and arrows leading to "dressing rooms". We had finally made it! We started fast walking when this big booming voice goes "TURN AROUND NOW". It was a different security guard. We started walking back but I tried to play dumb and walk the wrong direction. He wasn't in the mood for games and demanded I go the other way. We fast walked then disapeared into the bathroom so they wouldn't know which seats were ours. When we came back they had three very tough looking security guards watching the curtain and everyone that entered. I felt pretty bad a** being the reason they were there. I was finally fearless.

The show itself was amazing. Demi's voice was so strong and out of this world. She could hit all kinds of notes and had a lot of passion in her voice. She sang old songs and new songs. My favorites were Don't Forget, Lightweight, Skyscraper (she played piano beautifully with this one), Who's That Boy, Together, and so much more. I sang along to every work and was so proud of how far she's come this last year. As soon as she finished the encore, me and my friends ran out to her tour bus and sure enough, there were guards sitting there with these post things to hold people back. We started the line, and many people soon followed. We were waiting for Demi.

We stood there for almost 2 hours and her security guard promised us that she'd be there soon. We saw almost everyone from her tour, eventually our friend from the sidewalk came out. We called out to him to come over but he gave us the wait sign. When he came back out I yelled " Guy in the leather jacket, come over here, you promised". He looked into my eyes and sure enough he walked over. We shook hands and it turned out that he remembered us. We chatted a little and he shook our hands. It was great. After he left, Demi's dad came out. I was the only one that recognized him and I said, "DEMI'S DAD. HI DEMI's DAD!" - I was very filled with energy. Sure enough, he waved at me. A few minutes after Demi came out and we all screamed. She signed some autographs, touched my poster, but couldn't unroll it to sign it. It was a little disapointing but I was amazed I even got a chance to meet her. She was absolutely beautiful in person. Here's the video of us meeting her AND her cover of moves like jagger. It was unforgettable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuAZAvrs22Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYy1PtgIToM&feature=channel_video_title

Song of the day: Don't Forget by Demi Lovato

Quote of the Day: "The Mirror can lie. Doesn't show you what's inside. And it, it can tell you you're full of life. It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile" - Demi

"We love you Conrad, Oh yes we do, We love you Conrad and we'll be true.."

Dear blog,
I would tell you I missed you but I have WAY too much to fill you in on. I'll start with the biggest and best things that happened to me in the last couple months.

Bye Bye Birdie, the musical I was in turned out great!! It was really fun acting, and getting costumes from the 50's. We got to do our make-up really pretty and feel like stars. It doesn't get better then that. I had a small roll, but it was better then nothing. The last week was super stressful and we had to rehearse every night for like 4 hours. My mom and my brother came to see the show and loved it. I was really glad they did. They were dreading going and making a big fuss about ti so i'm glad they enjoyed it. My friends also came to see it, but they disapointed me.

Me and A. (I bet your mind jumped to pretty little liars) walked out of the room all excited because finally some friends came to see us. Other people's friends came to support them all three nights but we knew ours weren't that type anyways. So we go out there anxiously awaiting people to run up to us and praise us for our performance. Is it wrong to want to feel some love and appreciation like everyone else was getting? Our friends never came. We stood there completely alone while everyone was being greeted and getting flowers. Then we spotted them running off to go do something of their own. A project or something. We didn't run to them, because we or at least I wanted them to run to us. They didn't and it was beyond disapointing. They claimed to look for us but we saw them the whole time, and they weren't looking for us.

After the play we went to this cast party. I'm not much of a party person, and it took this party to realize it. We went off with two of my closest friends and drove to the grocery store together to pick up a snack to bring. We got these "winterlicious" chocolate cupcakes that looked delish. We went to the cash register and met this lady who knew everything about the Kardashians. As you all know, i'm obsessed with their show and can't believe what happened with Kim & Kris (that deserves its own post). Anyways we chatted and when I was ready to walk out the door I realized I didn't have a key. I totally freaked out and we searched the whole store for it. Guess where it was? In the car. We got in a drove to the party.

The entire thing was uneventful. There was music, and snacks. No one was dancing or anything, but people were chatting and girls were doing anything to get attention as usual. Me and my friend were trapped on this couch then decided to finally move, so we could mingle. My friend got through but I got stuck behind this girl making a big scene with her legs spread open like she was about to do something with the guy in front of her. I said excuse me", but she didn't move and I was kind of stuck there. Then my hero came. He goes " God (insert girls name here)! Get out of her way." Then he turned to me and said, "I'm sorry". Then he smiled. And I smiled. And I fell for him. It's just a crush, but I thought i'd shared with you. Okay, thats all. More blogs coming soon I promise. xxx

song of the day: Christmas Love by Justin Bieber (I am totally obsessed with the Under the Mistletoe album)

quote of the day: When I pray, coincidences happen, and when I don't, they don't.