Hello everyone! How was the long road back to school? Mine was suprisingly not soo bad. The break got me to school refreshed and I really enjoyed it. The classes have been going by fast and everyone has been really nice. Its been good. And guess what? We got a new seating arrangment in history and I still get to sit by sebastion! Not I know I said their not really a priority and I wasent lieing their totally not but i just like talking to guys as friends but I can when their not like right in front of my face. I have some serious confidence issues. And winter formal is comming up! People have began talking about it and i hate to toot my own horn but ive been incouraging my friends to go. And they're listening. They were all bummed about not have a date but i told them that it dosent really matter and just because you dont go with one dosent mean you cant find one there. and its fun with your friends beause then you dont have to be so nearvous and stuff. So hopefully ill have a small group of people to go with.

Ok, so i've been writing bits and pieces of this blog for the longest time. I guess you can say ive been busy and lazy and just havent finished. Today im taking my drivers test. Its really important for me to pass it, because i only have this month to pass so that I can be able to drive everywhere at 16. Today I had to wait outside for my dad. I was kind of angrey that he didnt think about his poor daughter who could have forgot her key. But im happy hes doing a little better and driving. But I can tell that hes scared that he wont be able to walk like normally. According to the doctors the surgery went really well though.

Im being inspired with Tyra again. Theres this couple who have been together for 12 years. They met in college and they've been dating and got proposed and then he just keeps puttin git off. His excuse is that they dont have enough money to be finacially stable. I dont understand that. Why is it that people think that poor people cant get married and stay married? We're all people and if your in love there wont be problems, because the love can get through everything. Another thing I dont get and that tyra dosent either is that the guy wanted to have a kid. He was willing to be the baby daddy but didnt want to comitt to the mommy. And children are forever you know. You can divorce your child (well you can but thats a diffrent story). If the marrige dosent work you can always divorce but your child will always be alive. For all the men out there. PUT A RING ON IT! Listen to the words of the great beyonce, they'll answer everything.

Gossip girl and one tree hill were amazing last night! I dont know if I mentioned it but brooke found out she cant have kids and her and julian were getting ready to marry but that kind of changed things. Because Julian wants kids but hes been lying to brooke about not wanting them. Who does he choose to confide in? Alex who happens to be in love with him. So ofcourse alex talks to brooke and absolutley crushes her. Its terrible. It was so sad I wanted to cry. I felt for brooke because she was the one character on one tree hill who always wanted to have a baby and be married and be a mom. But now shes the last of the original girls who dosent have a man and a baby. Its really sad. But anyways julian freaked out at alex and I think she commited suicide because she was in a bathtube filled with blood looking dead. GOSSIP GIRL had some baby drama too. Guess whos pregnant now? Dorota! Her maid. Shes getting a baby. And serena decided to ignore nates plea for her to stay and be with him and go off with a married man!! It made me so mad. And chuck being the hot amazing guy that he is let his girlfriend blair go to paris without him so he can nurse his best friends heart back to health. I love, love love it. And cant wait till nxt week.

Song of the day: Single ladies, Say my name, Baby boy. Just anything beyonce and destinys child. Im in the mood for it!



quote of the day: Do it with class but undress that ass - Kourntey Kardashian talking about Kim Kardashions playboy shoot.

Ok so I thought for a long time about it and decided that im not asking prince a. to go to formal with me. Dont get me wrong I would love to go with him and it would be a dream come true but I dont think thats the enviorment I want that moment to be in. And I dont know if i'm ready to ask him out yet. Or if I can. Like I have asked like one guy out and it wasent even face to face. So I was thinking some day next summer , I could just call him and just say how I feel? But anyways im not ready to do that in my school with all these people (some of which I dont even like) ruining the day thats supposed to be perfect. So I will do something about it but formal isent the step im going to take for it. I think I'll just go to formal on my own and enjoy myself with some friends and hope it goes well. But the idea of asking him out is officially an option because life is too short to just be pleased with a fantasy. Am I right? I'm pretty sure im right.



Next week i'm going to take my written drivers test and then i'm going to be able to start practicing with an actual car! I'm really excited becaue now seems like a good time and i've been taking practice tests and at first I was failing but I just got an a 100% one! Its really exciting! I've also been reading the newest book in the pretty little liars series. Its amazingly good!! I'm starting to believe the dont trust the cop stuff after this mystery book. I've also been very into keeping up with the kardashions latley. And there was a recent episode where kris was urging her husband bruce to have plastic surgery. To me it seemed like she thought he was ugly and made him fix it. But she ofcourse said its because she thinks he feels uncomforable with himself. Is that ok? To make someone you love change themselves because you dont like it. I think not. But the show has been really good but it ended with a LOT of breakups. Which is always saddening. Rob is no longer dating that cheetah girl after he totally intruduced her to his family and was caring to her. It was sad. But her family was too conservitive for his crazy family. It was cute though, him trying to change them.



I think im addicted to keeping up with the kardashions. I just cant stop watching it. Theres just something exciting about the way they live their lives. I'm going to watch again in a second but I figured something out. I dont really want those realationships with some of the guys I meantioned to work out. I just enjoy their attention and kinda like talking to them but im its really superficial and i dont like their personalitys. BUT I do want i to work with prince. I REALLY do. And I need to do something about it. So im going to start thinking about a possible fb mail letter to send him.....

Song of the day:
My boo - Usher and alicia keys

quote of the day:
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway (a.k.a. talk to prince)

OMG! HELP TWEETER....

I spent the day with some of my BEST FRIENDS! I love them all . I hung out with SAMIRA, OLIVIA M. , and OLIVIA W. And I was telling Olivia(s) about how much fun had with samira and my "African clique". And they were all reminding me how lucky I am to have all of you guys cause I blab about you all the time like samira, Iman, the guys, the aunties just all of you. And So the olivias said that since formals coming up and I NEED A date that i should ask my prince..... I told them we were totally not allowed to bring other people and they said I had to talk guidence counsler and beg. And they got the image in my head of him going with me. And walking me in and bringing me a crossage and all that good stuff. It would be magic! Im really good at begging but im not gonna beg if I dont get the courage to ask. And I realize its far away and rides are totally a problem. And i would have to tell my parents that I like him and that he was taking me obviously. But maybe? And it would be a good time to bring up that I really like him and show him how much fun I can be.

my little birdy friend (tweet, tweet) what do you think? Have the olivias lost it or is it about time average cinderella got her prince and turned into a princess? The shoe does fit. :)



BUT he could say no, and then that could make life a whole lot more awkward and id have to get over it and give the whole things up and that would be crushing. Not to meantion i'd be so nearvous I might make a fool out of myself. I need some help and some thinking over to do do.

Holiday season has begun!!

So yesturday was thanksgiving and today is eid and im pretty much thinking that holiday season has begun!!! Thats really exciting. Even though I dont celebrate half of them its still fun to see people cheery. Like kwanza. I love seeing people pretend to be african. Wearing nigerian shirts and saying upendo a lot. Its nice and when hannukah comes around I watch that movie about the jewish basketball players, then my birthday (party? , no party?), and then christmas which is always great. I decided to ask for an ipod touch for chirstmas and some little stuff for my birthday. Like a curling iron, cake decorating kit, new jacket thats in between heavy and light. That kind of stuff. By the way Samira. If I was ot have a party it would be on the 18th. So mark the date. But the way things are looking so far no party for me. But maybe just maybe I can have one the first day of break but thats always bad because people are traveling and stuff. Anyways ill keep you guys posted.

Today I went to kansas city! I love going there because I always see the BEST people I know. Like Princess Samira (tweet tweet, tweet tweet), and the REALLY hot prince with the most attractive new haircut. Wow he just Keeps getting better! :) And then the "sweet and sour" little kids who are so cute and nice but can change within the snap of fingers. And all the nice aunties and some nice uncles. Its great to go there. Then I also have a new FORMAL DRESS!! Yay. I got it in olathe and its realllly cute. Its like a pinkish purple but not magenta ith a black bow and then this black floral design and then this black thing over it but you can see the pink. Its really pretty. Im getting excited about winter formal.

tweet, tweet tweet. (that is just too fun)

Now im gonna go eat cake and probably watch new moon again! bye

Song of the day:
Halo/walking on sunshine glee version

quote of the day:
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Happy Thanksgiving!

This has been an exceptionally great Thanksgiving. I think its the best I've ever had. We watched the Macys Day parade when I woke up and then we made biscuts and tea for breakfast. And then my mom kicked people out of the kitchen and started cooking. Although she will never admit it I think she likes to cook. So she cooked up a storm while I cleaned and then talked to Samira and took care of my dad. Then when she was all cooked out I made the cake, rock cake and monitared the turkey to make sure it dosent burn or anything while she showers. I was thinking it might turn out to be bad because theres a little family fighting going on with my extended family but it was a civilized event. It was my family, plus my grandpa, my aunt bite and my uncle denis,and My uncles moses, sunday, and muhadjeir. We pigged out and then the discussions began...

Every year we talk about world issues. Its just a given that the conversation will lead to it. The first one was isreal and whos land it is. We are christians and christians started out as jewish people. Not all of us but some. And in the bible it says that god helped moses (musa) take the people out of egypt and lead them to their promised land. And it said that they would suffer for 40 years untill they got there. They believe that the place they reached after 40 years was isreal. Then there are the origninal people that were already there. And its this big never ending debate which causes a ton more world issues. And its fun to talk about it.

Another dicussion that seems to come up is adam and eve. The words in the swahilli bible is that god made a helper for adam and she was eve. Therefore woman were meant to be helpers according to some members of my family. Not me! I think it was meant that they were meant to help each other and make an easier life style. Then today something else came up and I didnt want to believe it but it made sense. Someone said that they believe that more white people will make it to heaven then colored people. Dont freak out just yet. The point was that it seems that although people of colored attend religious places and stuff they dont actually follow through with the deads. Theres a story that took place in zanizbar. A leader of islam was on his was to the mosque when he ran into this blind man with a stick and this white girl walking him across the street and helping him out. He was curious what was going on and asked where are you from, and how do you know him? She said that she dosent know him but shes from denmark and shes with a group of peope trying to help the handicapped people of zanzibar. And he decided to stand by and watch how many other people would take an intrest in the person helping the handicapped person. No one stopped. No one of any religion, of shamba or mainland, tall or short stopped to see what was going on. Where were the african people to help their neighbor, family member, and friend cross the street and survive doing the daily stuff? It took someone white from america to care for the person. Who do you see doing good deeds? Im not going to lie I never really see black people voulenteering. And if they do its a minority. Its really sad when you think about it.

Things I am thankful for: Having such a wondeful family, Having the best friends in the world, Good health, Having something to believe in, God never giving up on me even when I make mistakes, Teachers and world leaders for making sure things arent caotic and teaching us, and for having a genuinly good life. :)

Anyways ill dicuss more of the issues later. Im having a fashion emergency. I have nothing to wear tommorow and I might see prince there. And I have to look cute because i wont be looking small after pigging out today. But I WILL find something nice to wear.

Song of the day:
WE are the world - Michael jackson and others

Quote of the day:
As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.

I forgot to mention who else was at the Kardashion wedding! Adrian balon the spainsh cheetah girl! And she seemed like a female dog! Sorry but its ture. Like Rob kim and khloe and all of thems brother used to date her and despretly wanted her back and she went up and talked to him and she was pretty mean. Like he asked her if she cried and she goes I dont do s*** like that. I mean what? And she was drinking up a storm. And it was not good. And to think she was my favorite cheetah girl!

I just finished watching the movie precious. It was phenomenal! I believe it. I felt like I was in the movie. The main character precious is being emotionally/mentally/physically abused by her mother. The reason her mom is doing all of this stuff is because precious was being raped by her father and had one kind and one on the way. Her first child, a girl named mongo has down syndram. It was really sad and she let her live with her grandmother because her mother was such a mean person. When she had her secound chance he was healthy thanks to this new school shes been going to that sent her to the hospital for the birth and guess what his name was? Abdul, only they said it Ah-bdool. Like two seperate words. And it had a happy ending but it was tough to watch and see all thost scenes. Monique is a wonderful actress. I had never taken her seriously as an actress before this movie. Her emotions make her feel so real. and mariah carey was ok but her part wasent too hard in my opinion. I would suggest the movie to anyone but theres a lot of bad language and there are some scenes that made it rated r. But its online. And it will make you be thankful for your life. :)

I finally got to see the kerdashian wedding episode today. Everyday people in my history class talk about how much they love the shoe and I sleep realllly early and I never get to see it. The kerdashian family is beautiful. Their all like drop dead perfect. Perfect hair....anyways I got to see the wedding tomorow. And I played which one is the misfit. ding ding. Its the bruce guy. He seems to have a close connection to their father but how could he marry his wife? And he seems to love those girls. Theres not denying it but I dont like how he went and married their mother when he was best friends with their father. I just dont like that. When you were in love and married and they died, I mean its diffrent if they hurt you or you grow apart but they were married and they lost each other by bad fate. And then you forget that love and give it to someone else? I perfer that romeo and juliet thing. Their love is so strong they cant bare to live while the other is gone. Call me crazy but thats my veiw. My mom nows this 77 year old man whos wife died 3 months ago and he went to the nursing home to tell them all hes remairing a "younger" woman. Shes 71. They get married two days after christmas. Is that fair to that poor woman who died?

Ok back to the kerdashians. People seem to be like Chloe rushed into the marrige thing. They knew each other for a month. etc. But from what I See she loves that man and he loves her too. Its the sweetest thing. I love it. I want that for myself. That happy romance where you smile all the time and nothing is bring you down? you know? Its the sweetest thing. And then courtney is having a baby with that one guy and they also seem pretty happy. And hes standing by her and loving her so it should be a happy baby with happy parents. Its an amazing wedding. True love is the best thing that can happen to a person. Im gonna live by that.

To love! Happy early thanksgiving everyone! :)


song of the day:
Imagine - glee version
I absoulutley love imagine. It makes me feel so good inside. And it gives me hope. I love it!

quote of the day:There are three things that last: faith, hope and love, and the greatest of these is love.- I Corinthians 13:13